My God it's Finally Done

Sep. 26th, 2025 06:49 pm
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Nicola Rework

Sep. 24th, 2025 12:51 pm
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2025 - Twenty Third Session

Sep. 24th, 2025 12:10 am
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Tess and I spent an hour just talking about our respective week (and she told me her favorite salsa and favorite chips). But I did mention she needed to find me someone to date like Lindsey, her intern, to which she replied, "OMG why, that girl's a mess." Well, there's something I now know. I tried to explain that Tess was in the perfect position to play matchmaker for me - she knows my unique strengths and that which I seek in a partner. But she did pin me down on Lindsey; "What was it about Lindsey that you want to date someone like her?"

"Well, she challenged me right away - opened me up to things I had not considered. And she's beautiful."

"She's certainly that."

Transgender

Sep. 22nd, 2025 05:22 pm
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Work Ethic for Kaylie

Sep. 20th, 2025 01:56 pm
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Instruction Manual: Understanding Work Ethic



  1. What “Work Ethic” Means

  2. Work ethic is not about working all the time. It is about how you approach your work:

    • Showing up on time.

    • Completing tasks as promised.

    • Taking responsibility for your role.

    • Respecting the effort of others.

    Think of it like the rules of a game: when everyone plays by the same rules, the team can function smoothly.


  3. Core Principles


    • Reliability


      • Be consistent.

      • If you say you will do something, do it.

      • If you cannot, communicate as early as possible.

    • Focus


      • Pay attention to the task, not distractions.

      • Break tasks into smaller steps if the big picture feels overwhelming.

    • Effort


      • Do your best within your limits.

      • Effort matters even when results are not perfect.

    • Respect


      • Respect your coworkers’ time, space, and effort.

      • Work ethic is partly about how your actions affect others.



  4. Why It Matters


    • A strong work ethic builds trust.

    • Trust makes others more willing to help, listen, and cooperate.

    • Good work ethic often leads to better opportunities (projects, raises, promotions).



  5. Practical Instructions


    • Be On Time

      • If work starts at 9:00, aim to be there at 8:55.

      • Being late repeatedly can signal unreliability.

    • Stay Organized

      • Use lists, calendars, or reminders.

      • Write down tasks instead of keeping them in memory.

    • Communicate Clearly

      • If you don’t understand instructions, ask for clarification.

      • If you need more time, say so as soon as you realize it.

    • Finish What You Start

      • Even if the task feels boring, finish it.

      • If you must stop, explain why and what comes next.

    • Show Integrity

      • Be honest about mistakes.

      • Don’t cover them up—fixing them quickly shows responsibility.



  6. Troubleshooting Common Issues


    • Problem: “I lose focus.”

    • → Break tasks into 10–15 minute segments. Use timers.


    • Problem: “I feel overwhelmed.”

    • → Prioritize: what must be done first? Do that one thing.


    • Problem: “I don’t know if I’m doing it right.”

    • → Ask for feedback early instead of waiting until the end.


  7. The Shortcut Summary

  8. Work ethic = Show up. Try your best. Be reliable. Be respectful. Communicate.





  • Work ethic means doing your tasks with care and consistency, even when they are not exciting.

  • It is about finishing what you start, showing up on time, and being reliable.

  • Good work ethic is like building trust: people know they can count on you.

  • You don’t have to be perfect, but you should try to give your best effort each time.

  • If something is hard, it’s okay to ask for help, but it’s important not to give up right away.

  • Work ethic also means respecting the people you work with by doing your part.

  • Think of it like a team game: everyone needs to play their role so the whole group can succeed.

Neurodivergent Hell

Sep. 20th, 2025 01:14 pm
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Last night, my daughter sat me down and had, "the talk." Yes, the birds and the bees. But probably not in the way you think.

She tells me I'm not assertive enough because I'm too respectful toward women, but also that women will absolutely let us know when they are interested...which of course would probably work on someone who picks up on social cues much better than I do. My entire life has been a comedy of errors where this is concerned, and yes, I can cite specific examples:

  • The well-dressed co-worker who, after (apparently) flirting with me for weeks pinned me against the wall with her breasts waiting in eager anticipation for me to react. I didn't.

  • Me playfully placing my hand over her mouth and kissing the back of my own hand for a laugh with a girl I had been hanging out with who then asked me, "But why would you use your hand when it wasn't needed?" I didn't know how to answer that.

  • The sexy airman at Whataburger at 0200 in San Angelo who ran her hands over my new flattop haircut and exclaimed, "God I'd love to feel that between my thighs." To be fair, I would've liked that too. Something which came to me several years later.


And these are just the ones I remember. Imagine the ones I've either forgotten, or perhaps never even realized?

From My Daughter

Sep. 18th, 2025 04:58 pm
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Happy Birthday, Vater (even if you pretend it’s just another day 😊),
I know you’re not one for big celebrations, but I didn’t want to let today go by without telling you how much you mean to me. You’ve always been the person I could count on — steady, thoughtful, and endlessly creative.

Your intelligence constantly amazes me, but what I admire even more is the way you use it. To build, to solve, to teach, and to care. You’ve shaped the way I see the world, and I’m a better person because of your example.

Thank you for always showing up for me, for being there quietly and consistently in a way that speaks volumes. I hope today brings you at least a little joy — not because it’s your birthday, but because you deserve a day of peace. 🖤

1950s Trauma Team Commercial

Sep. 18th, 2025 03:36 pm
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Life Update

Sep. 17th, 2025 09:26 pm
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Nebraska didn't play out as I would've preferred, and by the time I got back home I'd been away a bit. Finally got the motherboard in transit for its RMA, then Gabs and I sat and drank for a bit and everything started looking up once again. Jennifer came out for the weekend and we did some seriously active chilling - introduced her to Bridgerton and we watched the D&D movie. I logged into the Minecraft server running on the UNRAID box to play with Parker one evening and we discovered someone (at some point - it'd been running for months in a background Docker) had joined the server and changed all of Parker's many signs to read, "USE A WHITELIST TO PREVENT RANDOS FROM JOINING." So I did that. White-hat griefer lol.

At some point I came up with a great idea for my next project but am finding the complexity challenging. As a reminder, I'm not actually a producer, I only play one on YouTube. Add to this sting of not having my primary desktop and I'm working of my backup and tertiary boxes; the linux with the RTX3070 in it, and the MacBook Pro, which thankfully still frees up the M2 Mini for everything else because I assume it would suck as an AI-generation tool anyway.

Speaking of, AI has no idea what a "slouch hat" is (nor did I know the proper name until after a little research) so yes, I created an entire model just so could render it on my characters for my newest video (it's a documentary). I've never done a documentary before, and there's a lot of moving parts. Have been working on it just under a week so far, and I'm at about three minutes.

My gym membership expired while I was in Nebraska and I haven't yet renewed it. Work vacillates between super-busy and super-dead at any given moment, my boss is out this week, and I've been going to bed (but not falling asleep) early every night this week. At least my dreams are keeping me entertained! Just wish I could remember them when I awake.

2025 - Twenty-Second Session

Sep. 15th, 2025 04:34 pm
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Tess' intern Lindsey joined us - delightful and insightful lady - picked up my thoughts on nature vs. nurture and ran with it in ways I hadn't previously considered. Tess asked about the trip to Nebraska, Jennifer's subsequent visit, and absolutely agreed that Cass was dismissive avoidant attachment style (as well as stating that Cass was secretly thrilled things ended with Melissa the way they did despite all her protestations otherwise).

Which led me to tell her about the Intelligence Division of the Mormon church and their in-house assassination squads (think Mossad equivalent of the Israeli government). So far Leslie and Tess both have suggested I steer clear of Mormons from this point forward.

Trauma Team: A History

Sep. 15th, 2025 11:06 am
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Trauma Team — Timeline & Milestones


A concise, era-by-era arc charting the evolution of Trauma Team from horse-drawn stretchers to the corporatocratic paramilitary force of Night City.








Foundations


Act I — Horse & Carriage Era (Gilded Age)


Origins as a subscription-based rescue service founded by ex-war medics.



  • “American Mutual Aid Ambulance Company” forms to provide rapid battlefield-style aid to the wealthy.

  • First subscription model: guaranteed emergency pickup for mining/industrial accidents.

  • Railroad and robber-baron investment expands reach via rails.


“Your life—on retainer.”






Industrial Medicine


Act II — Motorization & War (1900–1945)


From the Model-T ambulance to battlefield medics carrying sidearms.



  • Motorized rapid-response Model-T ambulances replace horses.

  • Early en-route transfusion experiments — “miracle wagons.”

  • WWI/WWII: contracts for extraction of officers; medics begin to arm for protection.


“We’ll arrive before rigor mortis.”








Post-War Boom


Act III — Suburbia & Corporate Medicine (1945–1970s)


Trauma Team brands itself to the burgeoning middle class and embeds with hospital chains.



  • Ambulance insurance marketed to suburban families; TV ad campaigns launched.

  • Mergers with hospital and pharmaceutical interests consolidate power.

  • Cold War contracts add emergency extraction and medevac expertise.


“From curbside to bedside—the Trauma Way.”








Corporate Empire


Act IV — Oil Barons & Merger Mania (1970s–1990s)


Armed escorts, offshore medevacs, and the birth of subscription tiers and IPO financing.



  • Offshore contracts for oil rigs; first armed escorts after kidnappings.

  • 1980s boom: tiered subscriptions (platinum, gold) promise guaranteed response times.

  • 1990s IPO—Trauma Team becomes a publicly traded corporate behemoth (TTI).


“Trauma Team: Because seconds count.”








Cyber Era


Act V — Paramilitary & Cybernetic (2000s–2077)


The final transformation into AV medevacs, armed medtech squads, and cyber-insurers for the wealthy.



  • Transition to AV-4 medevac transports and heavily armed extraction teams.

  • Lobbying and consolidation undermine public EMS; Trauma becomes de facto emergency system.

  • Integration of cyberware insurance and priority augmentation services for premium clients.


“Trauma Team: Your last damn chance.”












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